Tonight I need to write I need to get it out of my head so that it won’t bother me anymore tonight. I am upset, angry and frustrated. Three terrible feelings. What makes me most mad is that these are all just emotions I need to learn how to control but I’m human I can’t help it sometimes…so let me ramble. I get really upset when you try to talk to people and they have no desire to hear you out. When something is bothering me enough to even bring it up please listen. Always remember when you upset someone you have hurt their feelings, there is nothing worse then to just dismiss what they are trying to tell you. I wish more people had that ability to be sensitive to others. People care too much about themselves and less about others and it’s sad because they are the ones who have a lot to learn. Selfishness, inconsiderate, and defensiveness are the worse characters to ever have. It shows that when someone has either of the above 3 listed that you as a person are holding back your true potential. You’re allowing a bad character flaw to be there because it’s easier to act that way then to change for the better. Learn to fix that, to work on yourself everyday it will make you a better person….that’s all I wish is that we as people need to care little bit more about others and their feelings. Please don’t ignore something or someone if they took the courage to even say something. Hear them out…that’s all they want is to get a simple reassurance that you actually are listening and not ignoring what they are saying.
I hope to one day find that great “happiness” that is out there, and to share it with someone I love, my dream is to do something great with my life to be confident in everything I do and my plans are to work on myself…grow as much as I can and learn and understand myself.
I’m having one of those late night moments where I can’t seem to shut off my brain. So I’ll write, it’s been a while so now is the perfect time to actually write something down. Have you ever wonder why you’re..you? Why do you do the things you do…I wonder all that all the time. I believe in truly understanding yourself. To understand oneself is one of the biggest challenges many people face and don’t even know it, probably because they don’t care to know why and don’t ever question it. It takes a strong minded person to discover themselves because honestly it’s a lot to handle if you really think about it. Personal growth is what I always aim for, every action, every day you make choices, but to fully understand why you made them is what I value and seek to find. There’s so much more behind ones motives. I love to look at different people and their personality what makes them unique, what their strengths and weaknesses are. It fascinates me. I fascinate myself I baffle myself all the time, time after time, but at least I’m figuring out what makes me..Me. And that’s what’s important, I may not understand it all but as I work on myself to better myself to be the best me that I can that’s all that matters. I don’t want to go through life not understanding something…so as long as I’m working to understand every choice, reaction, relationship, emotions that’s all that matters.